tara's tellings
Hi i'm Tara :-)
From England, 17 Years Old
I'm sick of feeling like i'm loosing my life to my problems- so I am taking control!
I have been diagnosed with bulimia, depression and anxiety. This blog is me changing my life and becoming who I know i can be.
My life has evolved around weight for about 4 years and despite my bad eating habits-
I know how to live a very healthy living style.
So don't be afraid to ask for advice about health or any other problems!
*This is a healthy eating blog- I am going to get treatment for my problems in the near future... there may be some relation to my bulimia because, as people with an ED know, it is incredibly hard to attempt a healthy lifestyle while suffering*
- i have tried to loose weight a numerous amount of ways and countless amount of times... this healthy part is just an attempt to 'recover'
-in a way i have two types of eating... one good and one not so good. They often overlap :(
Height: 5"6
HW: 161
LW:138
CW: not actually sure, too scared to weigh myself atm! i may do this without scales.. 140 summin maybe
GW1: 140 ()
GW2: 130 ()
UGW:120 (depending on how i feel)
-there will be other random stuff that i like.. music, films, etc.
"I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul"
From England, 17 Years Old
I'm sick of feeling like i'm loosing my life to my problems- so I am taking control!
I have been diagnosed with bulimia, depression and anxiety. This blog is me changing my life and becoming who I know i can be.
My life has evolved around weight for about 4 years and despite my bad eating habits-
I know how to live a very healthy living style.
So don't be afraid to ask for advice about health or any other problems!
*This is a healthy eating blog- I am going to get treatment for my problems in the near future... there may be some relation to my bulimia because, as people with an ED know, it is incredibly hard to attempt a healthy lifestyle while suffering*
- i have tried to loose weight a numerous amount of ways and countless amount of times... this healthy part is just an attempt to 'recover'
-in a way i have two types of eating... one good and one not so good. They often overlap :(
Height: 5"6
HW: 161
LW:138
CW: not actually sure, too scared to weigh myself atm! i may do this without scales.. 140 summin maybe
GW1: 140 ()
GW2: 130 ()
UGW:120 (depending on how i feel)
-there will be other random stuff that i like.. music, films, etc.
"I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul"
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
(Source: sammyxjr)
